反省。
今まで生きてきた中で、どれだけして来たんだろう。
反省した記憶が無いってことは、相当少ないのかも知れない。
反省したことがそもそもなかったのかも知れない。
「あー、やっちゃったー」
って状態にならないと反省は出来ないわけで。
多分今までそのやっちゃった感が得られなくて、
結果それほど反省せずに生きてこられたんだと思います。
それは運がよかったのか悪かったのか。
「君はほんとに運がいいよ」
ってえらい人に言われました。自分でもそう思う。
俺はいつも恵まれてたし、今も恵まれていると思います。
運って言うのはそういうことでしょう。
何かしら、何でもいい方向に行ってしまうってこと。
でもそれは自分の力なんじゃなくて、
周りのおかげだと言うことをちゃんと実感しなさい、
と言うのが今回の反省の一つだと思います。
研究室にも会社にも色々迷惑をかけたなと思ってます。
だから感謝することは感謝して、謝るところは謝らなければ。
「最終的に何も変わらなかったからいいじゃん」
って言うのが今までの俺。
「もっと謙虚になって、カウンターバーを作ってモテリーマンになろう」
（作りません）
と言うのが今の俺。
省みることが出来るようになって、
今までのこと全てに意味を見出して、
そして色んな人に感謝出来るようになったとすれば
それは有意義な時間だったんだろうな、と思う。
反省
・かっこ悪くてもちゃんと相談すること
・やりたくなくてやらなきゃいけないことを、
やりたいことにする努力をすること
（いかに超低空飛行が出来るか努力するのが今までの俺）
「これで会社で活躍しなかったら、どうなるかわかってるよな？」
がんばります。
行間が読めない僕に教えてください。
えーと。
活躍するために必要な会社は用意されたってことでOKなんでしょうか？
活躍を楽しみにしてるよー
おれも負けないように頑張る！
またそのうちー
ひさ♪元気？きむだけども。
あたしは引き続きあのお家に住むことにしたよー
>やりたくなくてやらなきゃいけないことを、やりたいことにする努力をすること
どうなのかな。
やりすぎたらロボコンですぜ！？
やりたくないことも大事にしなよー。。そんな自分を否定すんな。
なんでやりたくないのか、嫌なのかも意外と大事だったり。と思うので。
体も大事にね♪
＞村さん
どうもどうも電話したとおりです！
ご心配おかけしました＞＜
村さんだいすき☆
＞たかぴー
頑張ってサンフランシスコ行って来て下さい。
約束どおり、お土産は白人のお姉ちゃんの写真１００枚でお願い。
＞きむ
おー、ごぶさたごぶさた。お元気そうで。
って言うかあの家にまだ住むのかｗ
都内まで遠くない？
気遣ってくれるのはありがと。身体は大事にするよ。
でもさぁ、やりたくないことをやりたくないと思いながら
やるのって、一番精神的によくないと思うんだよ。
やらなきゃいけないなら、自分を騙してでも
それをやりたいと感じながらやりたい。
きむの言う「意外と大事」の部分が俺にはわかんないから。
ごめん、ケンカ売ってるわけちゃうでｗ
ごめんごめん
勢いあまって偉そうなこと書いちゃった。消していいよ～～；；
それにケンカ売ってるなんて思わんしｗ
>やりたくないことをやりたくないと思いながらやるのって、一番精神的によくない
そりゃそうだ。。。そういう切り替えも大事だよね。がんばって！
無事でなによりだ★
また飲もう！
＞kimu
消さずに永久保存するわｗｗｗ
やりたいことだらけの世の中がいいなぁ。
やりたいことだけやって生きていきたい！そうなるように努力するわ。
＞かず
ありがとうありがとう。ご心配をおかけしました。
２４日に飲み会があることを期待してますｗ
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