就活において。
「当社の志望度は？」
「御社が第一志望です！」
と言う予定調和なやり取りがあります。
当たり前と言えば当たり前ですな、そりゃ。
会社としては滑り止めで受けて来るようなやつに
内定なんか出したくないわけだし。
でも学生としては内定もらわないと話になんないから、
そう言うわけで。
普通はね。
でもね。。わかってたのに言えなかった。。
だって第１志望じゃないもん。
IT業界の中でさえ第２（第３？）志望で、
トータルで考えると順位はもっと下で・・
でもでも、全部落ちたら行ってもいいな、
と思ってたのはほんとだよ。
だから受けたんやもん。
だから「一番興味があるのは某社です」って言った。（言うなよ）
そして案の定、最終面接で落ちたわけで。
別に悔しいわけじゃない。
正直に言った結果やから。
それでも欲しいと思ってくれたら取ってくれてただろうし。
俺はそこまでの人間ではなかった、と言うだけの話で。
内定いっぱい取って選択肢を増やしたところで
最終的に選ぶのは１つやからね。
一番行きたい一社だけ内定くれればそれでいいかなって思う。
まぁ、なんか言い訳っぽいけどね。
今のところ、この時期に出した企業は、
M$以外全部最終面接まで行ったことになるのかなぁ。
あと3つ最終の日程が決まってます。
1つがN、来週の火曜。
1つが某ゲーム会社、再来週の月曜。
1つが某IT企業（俺が株持ってるとこ）、4月初旬。
Nと某IT企業と今日落ちたとこは、
基本的に全部ベクトルの方向が同じなわけで。
行きたい度合いをその大きさとすれば、
完全にNが大きくて、その他は負けちゃう感じで。
Nの結果が出るのは恐らく来週末。
そしたら某IT企業を切って、ゲーム会社だけ残そうと。
ゲーム会社のベクトルは違う方向を向いてるからね。
その気持ちはIT業界のそれとは別のもの。
ゲームプログラマーになる！っていう
昔思ってた道も、まだあるわけだから。
最終的に選ぶことは無いかもだけど、
せめて、嘘をつかずに面接を受けられるから、行ってきたい。
最終的に悩むのは、きっと２社。
Nと、いまインターンに行ってる某社。
その時どう選ぶのかわかんないけど、よく考えて選ぼう。
これで片方からしか内定出なきゃ、かっこ悪いけどね。
でもまぁ、大丈夫だと思う。だってどっちもほんとに行きたいと思うもん。
これは本当に嘘じゃないから。だから大丈夫。
嘘はつきたくないなぁ、ほんと。
なんか自分が嫌いになっていくもん。
言うのは簡単だけど、すごく傷付くな。それは嫌。
俺も役員面接で嘘つけなかったよ。
受かっても行かないかもって思ってたし。とりあえず内定がほしい気持ちもあるけど、俺は嘘つくと他の質問にも影響してきちゃうらしい。正直に行きます。第一志望の会社が今度社長面接。ガンバロ～
今居る会社
「当社を選んだ理由は？」
「どこでもよかったんですが，ぐぐったら最初に出てきたからです」
でした 笑
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